a home where nudity wasnt prohibited, but it was realized that nudity was a personal matter.
I cant really recall ever seeing anyone nude growing up. I did however like to be naked by myself and sometimes swim bare in our pool. I could barely consider myself a nudist.
Now onto my first experience, which occurred just this past weekend. My aunt and uncle invited me to go with them to the desert for the weekend to ride their quads and 4×4. Essentially simply a getaway. It was a little over a year since I ‘d seen them and we got to catching up about whats new in our lives. It was then that they explained that they were striving nudism. The way that my aunt said it was kind of tongue in cheek so I thought she was kidding. So I mentioned, In Case you do it, Ill do it, in a joking tone. Nothing else was said about it during the remaining part of the drive.
After a day of riding and having a fantastic time, I went into their travel trailer to get cleaned up while my uncle headed off into town to get more gas for the following day. My aunt was becoming cleaned in the shower so I just began watching tv. After a few minutes, she comes out of the little shower entirely bare. After taking a short look, my instincts were to look away at the tv. She then sat right across from me and started running a comb through her hair. Having never seen her like this, I saw that she was in incredible physical condition for a female in her mid forties. Finding that I appeared uncomfortable, she inquired if she should cover up. I told her that she didnt have to, it was her trailer and she should do as she pleased. I then got up and took a shower. After exiting the ridiculously tiny toilet (fully clothed), I took the same seat across from her and began to watch television again. She asked me if I was open to the concept of nudism and what I thought about it. We began chatting and I found that I got used to her being nude, and it became easier to speak with her. She’d covered herself with a blanket from the waist down, so it appeared that talking to http://fairpost.net was easier than speaking to my completely bare aunt. I’d told her about my closet nudist activities previously. She told me that social nudism is far easier if you simply go for it rather than second guessing whether youll fit in.
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Check itBy this time, my uncle had made it back and was jumping into the shower. I told her that my chief worry was getting an erection, in front of my aunt no less. She told me that thats a common anxiety and that it probably wouldnt happen. But if it did, its not something to be embarrassed about, its a normal thing. She then got up to make dinner in the kitchen/living space (yea, its that small!). After our conversation, I didnt really mind that she was absolutely nude again. Paying more attention to preparing the meal, she inquired if I was interested in trying societal nudism with them. I told her that I’d like to. So using her simply go for it motto, I stripped off everything right then. Good for you she said. Nearly instantly, my anxiety was recognized. As soon as that last stitch was off, and she turned around, I got an instant full-on erection. She just looked at me in the eye and said relax, the challenging parts over. I sat down and went back to attempting to focus on the television show. After a few deathly, humiliating moments, I realized something very intriguing. I didn’t get an erection because I was turned on by read (thank god!), I got one because I was naked in front of her. Having never been in this position before, I was responding to it with a sexual feeling, where it had nothing related to sex. Once I realized that there was nothing sexual about nudism, I relaxed a lot.
Then my uncle came out of the shower and my humiliation emerged again. My entire life, I have been on the skinny side and have had poor self esteem because of it. But I could tell immediately that I was physically ,ahem, smaller than him in every way! We ended up talking about that and how self acceptance is really a huge element of nudism. Those three days were likely the most freeing days Ive ever had. I came away from this trip using a feeling of optimism and great self acceptance and self esteem. In a way, stripping away the garments freed me from self loathing. I cant wait till the following trip!